Sunday, November 04, 2007

Hopeless Romantic or Just hopeless?

Well I was looking through some of my old things and found something I hadn't read in a while. It always touches me and it is really something I look forward to having one day the sooner the better is always good too.

I wonder how I made it through a day.
How did I settle for a world in shades of grey?
When you grow in circles, all the seasons look the same.
And you don't know why, and I looked into your eyes where the road stretched out in front of me and I realized.

I've never lived before your love.
I've never felt before your touch.
I've never needed anyone to make me feel alive but then again I wasn't really living.
I've never lived before you love.
I wanted more then just an ordinary life.

All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky.
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands, and I don't know how I survived without your kiss.
Cause you've given me a reason to exist.
I've never lived before your love.
I've never felt before your touch.
I've never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again I wasn't really living.
I've never live before your love.

And I don't know why the sun decides to shine.
But you breathed your love into me just in time.
I've never lived before your love.
I've never felt before you touch.
I've never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again I wasn't really living.
I've never lived, I've never live before you love.

Now some people might call me a sap, or a wimp or just a plain sissy but what is wrong with wanting my this type of person in my life. It warms my heart just thinking about having that feeling in my heart. It is something I thought I once had but doesn't seem like I had this before because something like this just shouldn't end. I really would like to feel that kind of love again. It is weird it brings so much pain to be without it but I would strive for hours or weeks or months to fight for the way for the chance to have that again. Is it too much to ask for out of life to be happy with the one you love? I don't believe so. Love is the one thing that is always worth fighting for. Wars are started over love. Love perseveres when people give it the chance. It helps us maintain our purpose in spite of great difficulty. A song once said "Love can walk through fire without thinking.." and I believe that is true as well. I am willing to walk through fire if that is what it takes to get that kind of love. I will face any obstacle that is set before me to find and keep my love alive. I just hope the one that with whom I share that love with will do the same for me. I think that is the key to all relationships. Let me know what you think.